"Somebody told me that this is the place where everything's better and everything's safe.

2011-04-11T02:13:00.002+08:00

Every men`s life is determine by his decisions. You make a good one you've made a better future for yourself but you make a bad one and you're screwed. Real life and high school are two very different things you can make as many mistakes as you want in high school but when it comes to life you don't have the privilege or the luxury to make mistakes like that.... If you think what you see is what you get, then do me a favor and slap the fuck out of yourself back to reality. Life's a bitch, wake up and smell it. Face reality, do what you have to do to get by. Take matters in to your own hands, have a firm grip of your life cause you are not a kid anymore. GROW UP. Reason out your actions cause one day its gonna turnaround and fuck you right in the ass and all you can do is say "dude you were right man" or i could say " i told you so." things change don't be too sure to judge. Don't do something cause you want her to be happy, her to be secure do it cause you want both of you to be happy and secure for the wider picture. Don't go doing something stupid and later on regret it... Life bites and it bites hard. I know cause I fucking felt it. So take my advice, it may not be much but just be smart with the decisions that you`re making because that's how every men`s life is determined.

2011-02-15T16:52:00.001+08:00

I know I must have missed it a day or two

And I know it must have meant a lot to you

Others may see that I’m not good for you

Other may say he’s nothing but a lazy tool

I know it’s been hard to have me in your life

I know you’ve also made many sacrifice

You’ve been there with me through thick and thin

I don’t know why I’m still caving in

I know I must have lost my sight

A light that seem so dull yet now so bright

Your love has made its mark on me

For that is your love and will forever be what I see

I hope our love will stay constantly true

As I hope to be your only fool

A fool for life

A fool for you

Nothing is amazing as being with you

2010-04-23T06:48:00.002+08:00

I ain't gonna try no more
I'm done with all these distraction
I just want you

only you...

butterfly kisses

2010-04-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

i want to love you
and shower you with care
i want to be there for you
even when you don't want me there

i want to be yours
make no mistake
i`ll stand in front of a car for you
if that's what it takes.

I've been standing here alone
waiting for you
hoping. wishing
you'll want me too

but sometimes things don't go well
as planned
sometimes third parties come
into hand

now you're spending minutes
and crossing states
its killing me to think
am i getting played

i give you my heart
i'd give you my soul
i'm telling you this cause its
not just for show

i want you
i deeply do
question is
do you want me too?

2010-04-20T00:32:00.001+08:00

Your face says what it says.
Your eyes they speak with mine,
I know just what it takes,
to make you smile awhile.

Words they say too much

love comes in silence.

2010-04-08T09:53:00.003+08:00

why have you been flying by?
you better come back tonight, alone.
i don't want to somehow let you slip away
there's nothing i believe in more than us
nothing is real without you here with me

2010-04-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to be strong,
But the strength i have is washing away.
It wont be long,
before i get you by my side
and just.....
hold you,
tease you,
squeeze you and all thats on my mind.

2010-03-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

I miss your lips,
I miss your smile.
I even miss,
The times we got wild.

I miss your eyes,
I miss your neck.
I love it most,
Whenever we peck.

I miss your touch,
I miss you close.
I even miss,
Your stuffy nose.

I miss the way our hands touch,
I even miss the way you shock me, much(static)
Feelings like this will never fade,
For you and I were meant to be made.

2010-03-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

Quitting is out of the question
When it gets tough
Gotta fight some more

I love Math

2010-02-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

I fear that i`ll always be,
A lonely number like root 3.
A 3 is all that's good and right,
Why must my 3 keep out of sight.
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a 9.
For 9 could thwart this evil tricks,
With just some quick arithmetic.
I know I'll never see the sun,
As 1.7321.
Such as my reality,
A sad irrationality.
When hark!
What is this I see,
Another square root of a 3.
As quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply.
Form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer.
We break free from our mortal bond,
With the wave of magic wands.
Our square roots signs become unglued,
The love for me has been renewed

2010-02-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

I've changed so much,
And now I've come to see.
That being this someone,
Isn't how it was suppose to be.

I've made my mistakes,
Turning it around.
To let everyone out there,
Know I'll be there to pull them off the ground.

So I'm giving up all my bad habits,
As the start.
Letting everyone out there.
There's room in my heart.

Because its zero gravity with you

2010-01-27T09:23:00.003+08:00

You once said that, it was my decision to stick around or live the life that I lead without you.

I told you I'd stick around.

In that moment... I meant every word of it.

But at this moment.

I can't help but still mean every word I said.

Cause I believe in an ordinary fairy tail,

there's a promise of an almost perfect happy end.

Having just short of that... its better than nothing.

So I'll go on loving you, waiting patiently.

Because there's no one out there that I rather be with, than with you.

VISIT ME!!!!

2010-01-25T21:16:00.004+08:00

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2010-01-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

Everytime I look up into the sky... I've got you on my mind

Brother from another mother

2010-01-06T15:22:00.001+08:00

I can tell you everything, there's nothing to hide,
You were there to listen, even when I cried.
You never care what people think,
We work out everything, even the little kinks.

I never get to say what I feel,
I never wanted to make a big deal.
The time has come, I think you should know,
You mean so much to me, though it may not show.

This is all so hard for me to say,
But I couldn't do it in any other way.
You've gained my respect and my trust,
You know without saying, for who I lust.

You're the best guy that I've ever met,
For our friendship, I'll forever be in debt.
I think so highly of you I just thought you should know,
I'm here for you, forever, even when you're feeling low.

If something should happen, to me or you,
I think that it's time you knew.
You're on top of my list in everything,
You don't understand the joy you bring.

To my heart and life and all I do,
I just wanted to say... "THANK YOU!"

2009-12-23T01:21:00.001+08:00

IF MISSING YOU COULD BLACKEN STARS,
   THERE'D BE NO MIDNIGHT SHOW.

IF MISSING YOU COULD MAKE IT RAIN,
   THE SEAS WOULD OVERFLOW.

IF MISSING YOU COULD MAKE IT HOT,
   THERE'D BE DESERTS ALL AROUND.

IF MISSING YOU COULD SILENCE NOISE,
   THE EARTH WOULD HAVE NO SOUND.

AND SO I GO NOW DREAMING OF
   WHEN I'M HOLDING AND KISSING YOU.

FOR ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH IT HURTS
   WHEN, MY LOVE, I'M MISSING YOU.

Can't hardly wait

2009-11-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

     I want to see you standing
in the moonlight, late one night.
I want to take you in my arms
and say, my love for you is right...

    I want to kiss your lips, again,
and touch your silky skin.
I want to wrap you in my arms,
so this loneliness finally ends...

    You are the breath and drink I take,
each day I might live.
You are the love that dwells in me,
and I want so much to give...

    I want to give you everything,
my heart, my love, my soul.
I want to make sweet love to you,
till we have both grown old...

    The scent of you is everywhere,
as if you are still here.
I long to lie beside you now,
but can only shed a tear...

    This love we share is a lasting love,
I know this in my heart.
Someday, my love, you will be mine,
and never have to part...

    Until that time I will think of you,
in the moonlight shining bright.
Then in my mind hold you in my arms,
until the morning light

Too close for comfort

2009-11-21T19:08:00.003+08:00

How can you love someone so much,   
that the thought of losing her shakes your entire world?
To know someone for so little time,
and, yet, be so deeply infatuated with her...
When she holds me, all I want... is to stop time,
to close my eyes and savor every inch of her embrace.
Tender, warm, wonderful... She is wonderful...
There aren't enough hours in the day to be by her side.
Like an addict, I memorize every move, every emotion,
every gaze, every touch.
I love the way her head fits perfectly
in the curve of my shoulder and neck,
I love her smell, the sound of my name on her lips,
I love to know that I make her laugh...
And so, it's too soon to know
Yet, I know myself....
That this is love, that this is it,
That she's the one.

2009-11-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

I don't want to but I want to... its confusing enough as it is

Much Delayed

2009-10-27T23:43:00.001+08:00

SO VERY SORRY TO ALL MAN UTD FANS... BUT NOW CHELSEA IS BACK ON TOP!!!!!!

2009-10-05T08:54:00.002+08:00

TO ALL MY LIVERPOOL FRIEND'S WHO ARE FANS........ KNOW THAT YOU'LL NEVER! WALK ALONE xD THE CHELSEA FANS ARE RIGHT BEHIND TAUNTING YOU

2009-09-13T12:18:00.001+08:00

" To die, to sleep; To sleep:

perchance to dream.....

For in that sleep of death what

dreams may come."

Lingering thoughts

2009-08-26T20:21:00.002+08:00

Sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do..... I'm trying to think something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you.. But you know its not working out, cause your all that's on my mind. One thought of you is all it take to leave the rest of the world behind. 2.20pm

Sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me.. The more I think, the less I believe and the more I want you here with me. 5.36pm

Sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar... But with all my inspiration gone, its not getting me very far... I look around my room and everything, I see reminds me of you. 8.42pm

What are my chances with you....

2009-06-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

Chances are, we’ll never meet
And I’ll never kiss your face.
Chances are, I’ll never feel
Your lips or warm embrace.

Chances are, only in my dreams
I’ll feel the softness of your hair.
Chances are, I’ll never smell
Any fragrance you might wear.

Chances are, you’re among
The many that I see.
Chances are, I’ve glanced at you
Perhaps you’ve even looked at me.

Chances are, you danced with him
So, I admired you from afar.
Chances are, late that night
I wished for you upon a star.

Chances are, you live in my head
Because I’ve dreamed you for so long.
Chances are, you don’t exist
But I pray to God I’m wrong...

Foolish Broken Heart!

2009-06-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

I came to you
You asked me how I feel.
I talked with you
You asked me what I think.

Why is it so important
For you to know
How I always feel
What I always think
When it is equally, if not,
Far more important
For me to know

How you actually feel
What you actually think
At any given moment
             place
               or time?

After all that's been
Said and done
Why do we still
Have to play
This silly game of
You-hide-and-I-go-seek?
Why are you hiding?
What are you afraid of?
How do you feel?
What do you think?

Why don't we make it Three!!! Bitch!

2009-05-27T18:26:00.001+08:00

First my Economics Test now... English presentation.
Some fucking change... big change!

Sonnet 141

2009-05-17T01:17:00.003+08:00

In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
For they in thee a thousand errors note;
But 'this my heart that loves what they despise,
Who in despite of view is please to dote.

Meaning:
I swear, I don't love you with my eyes:
They notice a thousand flaws in you.
Rather, it's my heart that loves what my eyes despise;
Despite what you look like,
my heart dotes on you.

2009-04-26T15:05:00.002+08:00

"My mistake was actually believing that I could change you for the better.
You are such an asshole who can never learn.
I've finally given up on trying to help you change so fuck off."

She could have been, would have been but shouldn't be you

2009-03-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

First day of college today, I've got to tell you it feels great. It's exactly the kind of feeling that I've been dying to feel, meeting people from different areas of the Klang valley its just great. So far it appears that I'm the only Seaparkian there, which I think is a good thing I can start out fresh, brand new without anything holding me back "Cause the old me is dead and gone"- Justin Timberlake/T.I....... Finally a new chapter in my life has finally began as I watch all my bitterness burn. I've been trapped in the past for too long so I'm moving on with my life and setting aside all emotions.

I found you find strenght in your moments of weakness,
for once I'm at peace with myself.

2009-03-18T01:11:00.001+08:00

It's funny, how you protect the things that don't matter anymore.

2009-02-15T22:55:00.001+08:00

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

I should've known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

2009-02-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

This here is my dearest cousin. Her name is Kirly kinda whirly isn't it? She's 18 years old or soon to be. Love to play basketball you can say almost as good as I am =] She's single, loves playing the guitar and just plainly fun to be around. Love you, cousin where are the other pictures?

Broken Strings

2009-02-12T20:05:00.003+08:00

You can't play on broken strings,

You can't feel anything.

That your heart don't want to feel,

And you can't tell me something that ain't real.

The truth hurts,

The lies worse.

How can you give anymore,

When you love me a little less than before.

Eh you! ANG PAO mari-mari

2009-02-04T15:56:00.003+08:00

The family

The Boyfriend

My dad

Sister (EH!! Bull la do the bullshit face!)

Aren't we lovely? =='

2009-01-23T14:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIYUMI YANAGI!!!

Wondering if you're soundly asleep yet

2009-01-14T02:10:00.001+08:00

As I look into your eyes
I dream of your smile
just being with you
makes life worthwhile.

Dreaming of holding your hand
and brushing your lips
as your beautiful hair
passes through my finger tips.

Memories of yesterday;
I sit on my bed and pray.
Tommorrow I'll be with you another day,
regardless of what you do or say.

I'll always be true to you...
this I offer from my heart,
with all these things
we shall never part.

Stay with me, Stay alive

2009-01-12T23:21:00.005+08:00

Take a breath, I pull myself together.

Just another step until I reach the door.

You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you..

I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you,

And there's so many things that I want you to know.

I won't give up 'til it's over.

If it takes you forever,

I want you to know..

When I hear your voice,

It's drowning in the whispers.

It's just skin and bones,

There's nothing left to take.

And no matter what I do,I can't make you feel better.

If only I could find the answer to help me understand..

Sometimes I wish I could save you,

And there's so many things that I want you to know.

I won't give up 'til it's over.

If it takes you forever, I want you to know that..

If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground.

If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through.

Tell me you won't give up,'Cause I'll be waiting if you fall.

You know I'll be there for you.

If only I could find the answer to take it all away..

Sometimes I wish I could save you,

And there's so many things that I want you to know.

I won't give up 'til it's over.If it takes you forever, I want you to know..

I wish I could save you..

I want you to know..

I wish I could save you..

18 / Party

2009-01-12T21:57:00.008+08:00

On the day of days, the day where Mr. Tan Khin Xian gets a little bit older, a little bit wiser , a little bit happier, a little bit less emo, a little bit luckier... I think? Anyway, on that day of days I was accompanied by my dearest Hannah.(Slave for a day) So yea, I pretty much got to do anything with her and so I did =] We had to apparently pay to cook our own food... I mean how cool can that be xD.

Then we headed to Jusco, shopped alittle didn't really get anything though I thought we should have... Anyway, after Jusco we ended up at the Batting cages knock the crap out of some balls which was pretty awesome!!! Hannah managed to hit five!... Guys out there beware. Onwards.. We headed for pool and then MPH and last but not least a Movie =]

On the way back from dinner with extended family =].

PARTY!

Well we had a sushi bar party which was mainly for my sister and my sister's friend but yea I was kinda sorta included... Had some of my friends over which was pretty cool don't usually have this kinds of things...

Thank you, all of you for coming and for the wonderful gifts ='] Love you guys =]

Pre-Birthday Detonation

2009-01-07T16:34:00.003+08:00

CHECK.... CHECK.... CHECK.... CHECK IT OUT YALL!!!

So much for a normal birthday T.T ...

Thank you, Jay my dearest brother....

I love you!!!!! All though you're miles and miles away

I feel that you're right next to me right now... Beating the shit out of me for saying all these mushy stuff.

Take care of yourself =]

OH LALA O,O

2008-12-27T22:21:00.003+08:00

Just look at it OMG.... Makes my heart stop beating

Me love love love love love love love love

this
SUPER DUPER AWESOME PAWSOME ONE OF A KIND SHOE!!!!!!!

2008-12-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

EMILY WONG HUI CHING

WAS MADE ON THE

26.12.1991

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

A Perfect Christmas

2008-12-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

My idea of a perfect christmas is to spend it with you....
In a party or a dinner for two
Anywhere would do...
Looking through some old photograph
Faces and friends we always remember
Watching busy shoppers rushing about...
In the cool breeze of December..
Sparkling lights all over town
By the christmas tree.... A shower of stars dust on your hair

2008-12-19T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today, my dear friend Adrian Chong manage to finally experience the feel of meeting a snatch theif.... Well it was out of a sudden no one expected something like this to happen at 12 in the afternoon. I mean it's broad daylight.... Anyway, highlight of the day is We Got Into A Police Car!!!!!!!!!!! It was so cool... bloody bastards on the siren just so they could cut traffic xD felt good I think besides the point where everyone else were looking at us as though we were criminals xD

LOOK!!!!!!!!!! WE WERE IN THE FREAKING POLICE CAR!!!!!!!!

08.12.2008

2008-12-19T21:27:00.007+08:00

They don't know what they're in for

Ok I know this post is a little too late but hell it's my blog... I'll do whatever I want with it. On the 8th of December a bunch of my classmates and myself took a bus up to Genting Highlands, it was all cool except the fact that my nose would stop running and my sore throat just kept getting worst... Other than that it was all fun and games screaming our lungs out on the SELERO SHOT! It wasn't must of a big deal to me cause I've got on that ride a long long time ago xD there was one of my friends though that said he had "Heart problem" also known as CHICKEN SHIT! and yes that would be my dear friend Chu Soon Wei (The worst part is he thinks he is as good as Christiano Ronaldo).... I've totally got nothing to say to that guy xD

Moving on, basically he is the main purpose why I'm blogging about this.... Let put it in this way, he was the highlight of the day..... Ok back on track... after the terrifying SELERO SHOT we headed of to this roller coaster called COCKSCREW it was too bad i didn't manage to get on that ride had to look after the bags but its alright wouldn't want my mucus flying and splatting over everyone's faces xD... and guess what happen this time.... The same guy chickened out again and tried to make a run for it. Thankfully My Black Ass was there to shove him into his seat xD What a woose... haihz.....

After Cockscrew..... we headed to this ride which involves splashing and water stuff like that... it wasn't for me I mean.... i'm already freezing my ass off and you want me to get wet... Geezzz I maybe dumb but not that dumb xD.... Anyway, some of us decided not to go for that ride where else the other took 2 whole hours just for their turn, thats MADNESS! Total madness...Anyway as it came to their turn I just so happen to have taken to best picture of Soon Wei xD this guy is totally gut-less.

Zoom in to get a closer look it's priceless xD

Last ride of the day basically this ride was build just so you can scream for the fun of it... It's not scary or anything but.... I don't know xD.

We had the time of our life!

My Christmas List, I Think?

2008-12-14T13:29:00.004+08:00

Santa is coming tonight
And I want a car, and I want a life
And I want a first class trip to Hawaii I want a lifetime supply
Of skittles & slurpees and Eskimo pies
I want a DVD, A big screen TV
Just bring me things that I don't need

'Cuz now it's Christmas
And I want everything I just can't wait
Christmas So don't stop spending
I want a million gifts, that's right
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight

Somebody take me away
Or give me a time machine
To take me straight to midnight I'll be alright
I want a girl in my bed,who knows what to do (just kidding) xD
A PlayStation 2
I want a shopping spree In New York City
Just bring me things that I don't need
CAUSE IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Lucky: Preparation meets opportunity

2008-12-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

If you're reading this.....

Just want you to know,

I'm missing you every step of the way =]

Your touch,

your smile,

your eyes,

your smell,

I miss all of it....

See you when I get back =]

My heart, my feet

2008-12-04T23:00:00.003+08:00

Look my latest injury.... Haha and I've to attend prom with this heart shaped thingi at the back of my heel..... On the brighter side I've got a Hot Hot Date.... Hehehe! Oh can't wait to she her in that dress of hers... It kinda kills not being able to picture your date in that sexy black dress OLALA! xD Anyway, more to come after prom.

P.S : Oh date of mine please don't screw me over after you read this xD

Yesterday Is Gone...

2008-12-03T00:29:00.011+08:00

Random-Ness!!!!

This is my class. =]

This is what I see on my left
This is what I see up front

And this is what I see when I day dream

Well as for some of us SPM just ended *SCREAM! , SHOUT! , DO WHATEVER THATS LOUD!* As for me.... all I did was visit my dear friend Lim Jun Yan the guy in my previous post to have alil fun with his XBOX 360 Oh gosh!!!!!!! I want one..... Anyway after that we decided to "UN-GATALKAN KAKI" sound so wrong... So we headed of to grace field where me myself Tan Khin Xian the fragile guy nearly got his hands ripped off by the one, the only Sean Mervin Lukaz Klaudius xD Anyway here are some of the pictures while anxiously waiting for the second paper to start

(This is my FUFU a.k.a Xuan Xian)

(Don`t they look GAY!!! BWAHAHAHAHA)

PICTURE OF THE DAY
Marian you naughty girl it's not polite to stare at nipples xD

My brother..........the mole

2008-11-27T13:41:00.008+08:00

Tan Khin Juan, my brother as for most people would say sexy mole... Well I still think its a freaking lizard shit xD... Apparently its your birthday wow!!! How exciting....... Jackass humphf can't even call back to ask us to wish you LOL!... I'm just kidding.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY

You've always been there to look out for me when I'm in need and I just wanna say, that I LOOOOOVEEEEE YOU! from the bottom of my heart. You've just been so loving and caring in your own way eventhough it physically hurts me most of the time, but HEY! thats what brotherly love is all about right? Punching, Kicking, Smacking, Slapping, Whipping one another. Anyway, I'm very lucky to have a brother like you........ I think, Heh =] Cheers! =]

BALDIES!!!

Come on home Jay, We miss you

I miss you =']

2008-11-21T19:26:00.002+08:00

LATEST NEWS

MR. LIM JUN YAN

......THINKS.....

.....KEPONG.....

.....AND.....

.....BUKIT KEPONG.....

.....THE.....

.....NOVEL.....

ARE IN THE SAME AREA!?!?

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

(I told you he comes up with the funniest shit ever) xD

Will these follow through?

2008-11-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

Oh, this is the start of something good
Dont you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
and we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So, since you wanna be with me
you'll have to fallow through
with every word you say
and I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
but you have to fallow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
they keep me in tune
Oh, look what im holding here in my fire
this is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it?
Your so hypnotic on my heart

Moment of Truth

2008-11-18T06:37:00.001+08:00

ADDITIONAL

MATHEMATICS!!!!

God help us all.

A Stranger No....!?It`s Just Hannah...

2008-11-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

Today's study group can be defined in many ways such as fun, amazing, hilarious, productive, and my personal favourite masively good..... Today my usual study group got a big surprise... not really BIG but yea big in her own way. Her name may be able to rhyme with Montana, Banana, Bonanza, and many more but I'd prefer it just Hannah...No not Hannah Montana from disney channel even better. Hannah May-Lee Wong from SMK Bandar Utama 1.Also can be defined as pretty, smart, proof that I wasn't all that good in science as I thought i was.Haihz........ Anyway, today it was pretty awesome 6 guys and one "Chick" thats what my friends said..... xD

Well today we did science and add maths.... it was all cool we'd have this big arguement about light scattering and division...Gosh never argued so much with in the 5 minutes and as usual they proof me wrong. I suck bad!!! like really bad......Oh and something great happened we've got more videos caught on the hidden camera all based on my dear anorexia friend

Lim Jun Yan. You've just got to see what he does whenever, wherever there's music playing xD He comes up with the funniest shit ever....

Anyway, today ended with alil tiny, inny, winny part of basketball. I just couldn't resist xP sorry...

Mommy I've yet to fail you again.... As for a special shout out, thanks for coming Hannah the guys are looking forward in seeing you again........... Horny bastards.

World, meet Hannah =]

Such a fool, to be used as a tool

2008-11-06T19:28:00.005+08:00

What better way to sum up my day.....

To be hurt,
To feel lost,
To be left out in the dark.
To be kick,
When you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down,
And no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like.
Welcome to my life.

Lovely song

2008-10-16T12:26:00.002+08:00

I still can recall, our last summer.
I still see it all.
Walks along the seine, laughing in the rain.
Our last summer, memories that remain.

Just have a little faith

2008-10-13T01:11:00.003+08:00

Yea I know, it kinds of feels like that right now.
But I'm sure we'll have it once more.

......Someday.

The wheels on the bus

2008-10-09T23:37:00.009+08:00

Today, both my class and 5 Jasmine we're forced to attend a Career fair held in Kelana Jaya Sports Centre. Which was just perfect, I really really needed to wake up at 6.30 in the morning to attend some career fair which they've already organize in school 2 months back... Just perfect. We spend only 30-45 minutes in that all so very small hall and then we head back.... The only time any of us really enjoyed ourselfs is when people started camwhoring and posing. Here's an example...

Just look at her.

Moving on, today we had a really special guest that joined us today while taking a break after... breaking some sweat in the hall... Ever heard of Pn. Meena... yea she's a great teacher filled with sarcasm which makes it really cool to have her as my English teacher.

She's obviously the one in red among the guys xD

Here are some of the bus shots...
It's pretty cool it's like we're almost family.

And we end our day with gambling. It was pretty cool..... ever got five 9's before? xD

Momma thinks I'm in love

2008-09-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

Today, my family and Mr. Goh had a wonderful family outting, bonding kinda of thing.
It was all good and all except for the fact I didn't get my sleep after shooting hoops.....
Anyway, after all the shouting, complaining , digging and sweat.
Yea thats how we do it, we a family yall thats how we roll..... xD.
After 4 hours of work I decided to take a break, I sat infront of my mom and it came to me...
I asked my mom" Hey! mom, I notice I haven't been taking my breakfast and skipping lunch for a very long time"....

Whats wrong with me?!?!

She replied, I think you're in love.... O.o
Then again, I think she's right... =\
I don't think..... I've ever really been in love like this before.

2008-09-19T14:50:00.004+08:00

Girl's Diary vs Boy's Diary

HER DIARY.

Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you,too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is gonna be a disaster. ____________ _________ _________ _

HIS DIARY=========

Today Chelsea drew with Manchester Utd.
DAMN IT.

LOL!! CHELSEA CHELSEA!

D3 FORM?

2008-09-12T15:14:00.003+08:00

Wondering about the title? YEAP I got 2 D3 forms in a day thanks to??? FUCKED UP INSIGNIFICANT BITCH PN. Zurina. As some of you may not know... I had a fight with her last Tuesday regarding the usage of liquid paper in our school compound. As you may know the form 5 students now are having trials... and the pressure is on as SPM is only around the block. During the trial papers to be exact during English paper 2, Pn. Zurina came in for relieve and the second she steps into the class everyone that were using liquid paper would hide it...

As for me I didn't really notice until she stood right infront of my desk, as her hand slowly reaches her hand toward my liquid paper. As my instincts told me to reach back out for it so I did and we were sort of having a tug-of-war during that time, I pulled away the liquid paper as hard as I could away from her. Such a bitch. Anyway, as soon as I pulled away she reaches for my Identification Card. Rage filled me up like when water fills the submarine's ballast tank, I got up walked toward her and yelled at her. She got so terrified and got behind my Science teacher thats when I just walked back to my place to finish my paper, if it wasn't for my Science teacher Pn. Zur would probably be in her grave right now.....

Two days later, I found out that Pn. Zur wrote a D3 form based on what happen and when I viewed her statement on what happen, I just couldn't hold in my anger anymore. She wrote that I lifted my hand on her and I was about to hit her or some shit like that. First of all, I never did raise my hand on her and if I did she wouldn't even be in school..... She put words into my actions which I never did commit and the discipline teacher is taking Pn. Zur's side I mean yea its my word agains a teachers who would he believe... So fine, I was ok with that at first... Then after that, I went back to class and decided to write an apology note.. I was wrong I admitted, I passed it on to her I didn't expect her to forgive me atleast just talk about it. She came back to me and said people don't apologise through notes. As soon as the second paper was over I walked over to her place and apologise and told her I wanted to talk about what she wrote in the D3 form that she summited in.... that things that she comment about how I treaten her life... which I never did, but I wanted to.

So then, we talked for awhile and then I told her please don't exaggerate on what happen she replied, "I don't exaggerate". I stoned for awhile and said you are doing it right now.... Next thing i knew, she just came out and said "Do you want another D3 form" I stared down on her and said "Do whatever you want just make sure the truth is written down this time when you fill in this D3 form". Thats all of it, I hope she burns in hell.

Its a wonderful day.

Your love is an exponent of me breathing

2008-09-06T00:55:00.005+08:00

"How we met was due to fate and trying to be your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was way beyond my control".

Truth is, I want all the same things that you want. I do.....

And I want them with you, all over again.

SH!T !!! We stepped on Sh%t (I'm yours for the taking)

2008-08-31T01:18:00.008+08:00

Where do we go from here?

As you can guess this horrible picture was taken by a guy named Kim Ngiam a.k.a John. This picture was taken yesterday as we were on our way to dinner, we had a really long walk to Wong Kwok but it was worth it in the end. We pretty much spend the whole night together Emily and I walking through dark alleys, swinging ourselfs at the park, talking about dog poop and something about people mugging us... the usual stuff you know xD. As for John he had his fair share of fun eating at Prince Cafe it was all good. The night was great despite the fact that my leg was bleeding I still had a great night =].

GOING OUT WITH A BANG

On the 29th of August I and a few random people decided to be dead historical heroes.

Before I took the role as H.S Lee I thought, what the heck. Its not like anyone I know would be coming right.... That morning itself, one whole stretch of people I knew actually came to school all of us got nervous and all of a sudden everyone. Not just me but everyone "somehow" had blader problem. I laughed cause those who were wearing the Sari and all was asking around "How do I pee in this" xD. That was a real killer haihz.... As we got on stage we tried our best not to smile at anyone. Most of us failed, there were just too many people shouting and cheering which just makes you blush. We're all failures =\.

First time in history all the historical hero's took a picture together and IN COLOUR!

Another great performance

Ming zhe, oh Ming zhe

We'll it's INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!! We're all suppose to be free... Yet here we are, stuck at home getting ready for the next world war. SPM .

What a joke......

2008-08-18T15:14:00.007+08:00

So there's this guy he was a sad sad person.... He was born with only one testicle and so at the age of 14 his friend decided to give him a nickname ONE STONE. After all the teasing and insults, he got pissed of and warned everyone "The next one who calls me ONE STONE will get it". Two years later, a girl named blu bird just found out that everyone nicknamed him one stone so she yelled out his name ONE STONED hear it and brought her to the forest and raped her day and night until she died.... A month later, a girl named yellow bird came along and heard his nickname to and started to laugh ONE STONE go so angry and did the same thing to the previous girl. WHY didnt yellow bird die.....

You know what the anwser was..... You can't kill two birds with one stone..

It wasn't really funny but coming it coming from my mom was xD....

Anyway yesterday my class group decided to go for some SPM seminar at KBU, which I was really tempted to skip it and rush of to One Utama but decided not to... =] see what an angel I can be sometimes... The KBU hall was pretty packed and there were tones and tones of girls anywhere you turn..... My dear friend CHEE GUAN was practically drooling over every single girl that passed by him xD..... Anyway after the seminar ended, we headed back to Kar ling's house to see the PUPPIES!!!! they are so freaking cute and lovely!!!!

L:R= E.T, Laywon, Black, Drooler

Are they give tongue to tongue?

world meet ALBA!

pokes

2008-08-17T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hellooo. I know I've not been a very good sister. My apologies. >.<

But heres something for you.

Anyone can stand by you when you're right,but a friend will stand by you even when you're wrong.
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesnt have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.
A real friend says," What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real friend says,"You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years.Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry.A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesnt know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend,when visiting,acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.A real friend expects to always be there for you.

Just so you know that I'll always be here for you and dont keep every thing to yourself. Its not healthy!!

=)

Everything in transit.

2008-08-15T22:32:00.007+08:00

Two to one, static to the sound of you and I.

Undone for the last time and there this was hiding at the bottom of your swimming pool some September and don't you think I wish I could stay.

Your lips give you away.

I can hear it, the jet engine through the center of the storm and I'm thinking.

I'd Prefer not to be rescued.

Two to none roads that lead away from this, I'm following myself just this once and I've got spun. It appears you're spun as well It happens when you pay attention.

This could take all year, but when it's quiet, does she hear me?

Jettisoned to the center of the storm and I'm thinking I Prefer not to be rescued Oh, I can feel her, she's dying just to keep me cool I'm finally numb, so please......

Don't get me

rescued...

Ok I lied

2008-07-20T15:02:00.002+08:00

Look like things didn't turn out the way it should be....
There are just too many stories and tales to be told =]
Hehe.... so tell you what I'll stop someday...
When the time is right... other than that ADIOS!

From: An Unkindness of Ravens

2008-07-20T01:03:00.003+08:00

A girl whose passion, art and beauty

had change my life.

In that moment, my triumph was not...

at the parking lot

but simple clarity.

The realization that we were always been meant for

each other and every instinct to the contrary

had... simply been a denial of the following truth.

I was now and always be, in love with you.

( Tough, Rare and Precious ) =]

Coming out brand new

2008-07-16T18:23:00.002+08:00

What you're reading right now would be my last post for this year...
To be exact until SPM is over.... So goodluck to everyone and
I'll see you when I see you.
Buh Bye!

Feeling Out Loud

2008-07-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

Is it impossible to love anyone else but you?
I just can't get over you. Could this possibly be a curse?
If it is, I never want it to be broken .

Everyday I sit and wait for you to pass by,
even just for a split second. I know I should be paying attention,
but its hard to not look at you.
It's just that you have this thing that captures me and as soon
as that happens I'm locked in and all I do is fall ever more for you.

It's like the song said you know....
(They say you've got a hold on me,
and I won't disagree) you do have hold on me and I hope you'll keep holding on .

I Will Always Love You

2008-07-10T13:56:00.004+08:00

Done by: xuan

Ever felt so incomplete like there's something you really want,

something you really need....

I'm currently in that state right now and it's taking control of me.

Feelings which I once had control over are now out on the loose,

And it's all because you gave me back a feeling that I haven't felt in a long time,
Gosh, I just want to hold you like we did last time.

I need you back...

Delayed arrival

2008-07-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

I have a past that wasn't easy.
I look back on a once broken heart,
Recalling tears that were never-ending.
I just didn't know quite where to start.

The only thing I could trust in
Was that God had a plan for me.
For all the pain I was feeling,
One day I'd be set free.

And then from nowhere came the answer,
A reason for what I'd been through.
The clouds cleared away for a sunnier day,
And then fate brought me to you.

Your smile gave a way for my healing.
Your kindness brought down standing walls.
Just your touch, it left my heart giddy,
And you cared for me through it all.

Now each day seems so exciting,
As I wake to the thought of you.
In my mind and heart, pain's behind me,
You're the reason for all I do.

I can trust in you to stand by me.
I can lean on you when I'm weak.
To you I confide what's inside me,
Things no one else I'd dare let see.

So, my heart is yours now to treasure
In this new world where passion can survive.
In the beginning, I thought love had left me,
When all along, you were yet to arrive.

Were dreams meant to be just dreams?

2008-07-04T22:51:00.005+08:00

This past days, I've been having the same dream
over and over again it's so odd.
In every dream, this girl comes up to me and asked
me 'When all your dreams come true,
who do you want next to you'?
It took me sometime to get what the question was relating to
and then I realize that this dream girl,
that was asking me this question
is the one I want next to me when all my dreams come true.

Can this be true or am I just one of those lost souls who have forgotten
to believe in the immensity of love. =\

Old news and New news?

2008-07-01T17:05:00.004+08:00

Well here it goes again, I somehow manage to sprain my ankle ONCE again... I think its a curse or something and its getting on my nerves. Gah!!.... No basketball for 2 weeks T.T Rot Rot Rot Rot ROT......

On the brighter side, I manage to spot someone who I rarely spot eating during recess.
I'm still so amaze, its like I finally got to see the pot filled with gold at the end of the rainbow... xD Ok maybe i'm exaggerating( thank you for the spelling) too much.
Overall today wasn't that bad...

KL, Kl, kL, kl

2008-06-29T22:15:00.001+08:00

Dying in my cousin's room now in KL.
Need someone to save me.
Somebody SAVE ME!!!!.

Sports dayness!

2008-06-28T12:03:00.006+08:00

*Look its Meow??*

Sports day was ok...... wasn't really thrilling until the part where my best friend miss Ng Xuan Xian ran for 100 metres. I shouted to the top of my head GO! XUAN GO! sadly she got 3rd... oh well atleast its something. Oh and before that I manage to just sit and watch the marching units do their thing, they were all great but only one stood out which was Blue house. They were the bomb!! Whoever came up with that formation was brilliant and to think I was suppose to be the head of the whole marching unit PHEW thank goodness if it was me we'd probably would have lost. Anyway, here are some parts of the story.

*Xuanny and Emilyer*

(Drained out after setting up the decorations)

*This here is Jason Ong the next Malaysian Top Model*

Tze Cave!!

2008-06-28T11:41:00.003+08:00

ESPANOLA BABY!!!!

Spain are finally FINALLY after so freeeeeee aking long making it through the FINALS.

after WOOP-ing Russia's butt 3 - 0. Germany is in for a real ass kicking game.

Lavi Da Loca!!

Destructive Night

2008-06-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

Ever heard of the saying *Treat others the way you want them to treat you*

well yea....

Today I thought since both my parents and my sister wouldn't be in for the night.

I decided to invite both my basketball buddies,

they`re a bunch of fun guys but not the kind that really knows much

about decency and respect to one's home.

I told them to come at 7 pm they show up 30 minutes later.

I guess that isn't that bad after all we are Malaysian's,

Anyway first thing they step into my home they just have to curse words that they barely understand.

I mean if my parents were home what would they think of them, as it is my whole family don't approve of them coming over.

Second point that pissed me off is that they came into the house and without asking if he could use the computer he just got on it and pretend I wasn't using it, who the fuck does he think he is... it's my home dude fucking faggot.

Please use some of what every you have up there in that thick skull of yours to think........

Oh oh, you haven't heard the best part this unmannered bitch walked into my kitchen and again without asking opened the beverages cabinet and took out Ribena walk to where I was sitting and asked

*Hey! this one must mix with water uh?* my goodness how dumb can he possibly get.

I just didn't bother about him, the next trip he came out with my sisters snack he didn't once agian ask.

I just so want to kick him out of my house.....

After that food arrived, we decided to split the bill so that was fine.

Then suddenly the so called forgetful sounded *I forgot to bring cash la* WTF man I needed the money to pay and I told him loud and clear to bring some cash with him.

OMFG!!!! just feel like murdering him. How much can you take of this ungrateful piece of crap Jezz!!! Thank goodness it's all over....

Blast From The Past

2008-06-21T19:09:00.003+08:00

I love the way that we are us,

There is nothing that we can't discuss,

The way we know each others moods,

Our warm romantic interludes.

I love the way our smile reflect,

Our common trust and deep respect,

The strenght we share to conquer doubt,

The way we work our problems out.

I love that we can laugh and tease,

I love our similarities,

The little flaws that we ignore,

Each never ever felt like this before.

I love how just one look or touch,

Can feel so right, can mean so much,

The best of you, the best of me,

Combine to make a perfect we.

Awakening of a dead page

2008-06-17T19:32:00.003+08:00

Damn it's been long since I last saw this page. Now that I think back for the last three weeks has been very happening going up to Genting Highland for a concert that would take me a life time for me to understand the language.....

This is my cousin's Elizabeth?*banyaknye*anyway she was with me and a few others at Genting at a certain point of the concert we decided to go to the theme park I mean were kids... You can't expect us to go all the way up there and not scream our lungs out right.... So we ditched the concert that sounded pretty much like this "Nyaa Nyoo Ooo Niii" I swear thats all it sounded like to me and ended up at the all grown ups BUMPER CAR!! I never thought Bumper car would be that fun till that day. Because, I could never seem to turn the right way the last time I got on to it and I never liked being bang all the time. Later on after Bumper Car I found something very strange, what were my parents walking around in the theme park area for? Then it came to me it has to be cause they were bored out of their mind listening to different types of songs but sounded all the same xD....

So then we headed of to Starbucks where we celebrated my lil cousin's birthday. My mom gave me some cash and asked me to get her a present so I walked to the closest store which was right next to Starbucks I bought a cool keychain which has all the symbols on your typical Black Jack cards. Soon after that my mom and I went to the Starbuck counter looking for a piece of cake like a slice or something, after searching for the right one we saw a cake that actually cost RM 10.50 my mom, dad and my cousin's all saw it as RM 0.50 we were all in shock WOAH!!! only 50 sens buy 5 la and when we looked up and asked the casher why was it so cheap was it because your trying to get rid of your stock? The lady stared at us with her (how stupid can this people get look) and said very clearly it's RM 10.50 not RM 0.50 we burst out into tears after that xD. In the end we only got one lousy peice of cake and I didn't get to try it so unfair...

Oh someone found it weird going genting for only 4 hours before midnight xD Whats so weird about it? Anyway adios.

Next Big Hit!!

2008-05-30T18:07:00.005+08:00

This here my people is your next big hit. Her name as you can see is Kate Voelege till no I don't know how in the world to pronounce that, there is something else about this artist she's not only pretty, hot, sexy and all kinds of delicious words you can think of she's also an actress. To those die hard One Tree Hill fans out there she, Kate Voelege the super duper hot actress/artist is staring in season 5 of One Tree Hill!!!! woohoo she's so hot way hotter than jessica alba. If you think she's amazingly hot like I do right now, wait till you listen to her vocals. It's as if, hearing angels sing.... oh gosh she's so amazing for those who are interested in her music listen to Wish You Were Hear....

That all for today... Isn't she HOT God!!

droolssssssssssssssss.....

Once Upon A Time

2008-05-29T23:51:00.008+08:00

These past few days I`ve been getting all sorts of flash backs aspecially about featherless parrot and all the crazy things we did 2 years back.

She was the one for me and everyone knows I messed up big time. Over the year, I thought I could move on without her and in the end I was just fooling myself by dating other girls knowing that my heart will lie with her forever.

The love I feel for her is an emotion that comes from my heart without explanation, reason or cause. Without words from her mouth or movement of her body my love constantly grows, It’s the overwhelming emotional feelings that come over me when she is with me or whenever she crosses my mind.

Whenever we are together time could stand still because the love I feel for her is timeless, forever, always in my heart without end. The love I feel for her is so strong I find myself trembling with anticipation for her tender loving touch or some softly spoken words from her lips that would tell me, that she knows the love I feel for her.

Don't Want to Lose You

I know at times I have not been my best,
And there were times that I have failed your test,
There were days when you were oh-so alone,

A couple of sad times with no one’s fault but my own.

I may not be your knight in shining armour, as you see,
But only for you I’m being the best I can be,
I love you more than you know,

You`ll never leave me, you’re in my heart wherever I go.

A true person as I am, as I always be,
I`ve been very stupid lately please forgive me,
Give me one more chance, maybe two,

But whatever happens I don’t ever want to lose you.

I`m down on bended knee.

18 SX: Parental discretion is advised

2008-05-24T19:26:00.006+08:00

This is so sick!#$.......

Here's a story I got from someone, I barely knew in fact i don't believe we've ever met anyway here goes..

Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school.Unfortunately,he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old.One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk.As you might expect things start to heat upThe guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new positionLettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!tomato She screams.Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Whoa!!!PULL IT OUT NOW!!!I can't get pregnant!!!Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey,would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!*!

Examination is O.V.E.R!

2008-05-16T20:26:00.004+08:00

I expected today to be fun. Relaxing in class, sleeping, drooling, day dreaming stuff like that but i just had to be so GAWD DAMN NICE to volunteer to help Puan Meena run around school searching for my class teacher who so happen went out of school at that time. Perfect just perfect =='..... feel like stabbing him but what the hell its teachers day!!! celebration time come on. After school i was so hypeD up because........ I'M FINALLY GONNA WATCH *black sabbath playing ironman's theme song* I AM IRON MAN!! woohoo!!!!

LO.OK at that i so love that suit O,O droools...... imagine if i had that the amount of women around me Fuyoh!! xD... anyway after walking out, i thought this big guy standing beside me was gonna rob me or something cause he was like..... holding onto my shoulder, freaky end up he just wanted to volmit xD.

Thats pretty much it for today, see ya.

Inspiration = Poem Yay!

2008-05-03T21:30:00.006+08:00

I got inspired by a friend

At one time in my life
I needed you so much
I lived for your smile and died for your touch
I looked into your eyes and rejoiced

But now you've left my heart and mind
And you've left all the pain behind
I want our relationship to end
I don't want you any longer, not even as a friend

Although I'll always love you and...
remember all the fun we had
You're still the sorry bastard
Who hurt me real bad

You were a great boyfriend, I have to admit
But, Baby, when it comes to being a man...

YOU AIN'T SHIT!

P:S To all the women in the world who never had a man...

TAGGINESS!!!!

2008-04-26T00:24:00.003+08:00

Wow my first time being tagged i don't really get the whole point of it.... oh hell it looks fun so here goes i got tagged by miss Rachel law xue en i guess this is punishment xD anyway here are the instructions : Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. If you were to be an ice cream, which flavour would you be?
I would love to be vanilla with some chocolate syrup on top... yum ^.^

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
The power to do my history studies without falling asleep.

3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
I think they are too cool to be related to me

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Ermmm right now... i would love to be in the toilet.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
It would be standing next to the one who held my heart and still is

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Ermm.. yes i do

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My family and of coarse my friends...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I would give it back cause i'm afraid i might get con xD

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Of coarse i will, i'm a straight forward guy..

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
I love her smile, she nice and she's very attractive ladies and gentlemen your next BIG hit in
smkts.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Ermmm.. hating is a sin and no i don't hate anyone i just dislike suck up's

12. What is your ambition
To be a cook.

13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I would appreciate is very much if they point it out to me.

14. What do you think is the most important in your life?
My family and friends

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I'm a guy.... what do you think.

16. What is te thing that you really want now?
Food, sleep and a whole lot of A's for midterm.

17. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?
Because, it's a lesson thought fighting is not the way.

18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
Yes i have, still am

19. Do you always think of someone?
Yes... right now i'm think what would en.kamal do to me if i don't hand in my work. xD

20. If you had the chance to change your gender/sex which would you choose? Explain.
FEMALE!!!! because i want to understand why do females have mood swings xD.

Now finally i tag
Emily wong
Sue vern
Melanie
Li ann
Sheng li
Yuen hee
Michelle
Mei yi

Fogiveness Is What I Ask Of You:

2008-04-24T23:06:00.004+08:00

I'M SO FRIGGIN SORRY RACHEL LAW XUE EN.

I HOPE THAT THIS POST WOULD SHOW YOU HOW SORRY I AM.

PLUS I WILL DO AS YOU`VE ASKED ME TO =]

Love taught me to lie

2008-04-24T21:27:00.003+08:00

Have you ever thought heard of this saying love taught me to lie at first i didn't believe it... Untill someone showed it to me, a promise not kept as they say..... as for those who didn't know i started a blog in friendster and it was a pretty lame blog compared to this so i deleted it along with the last 3 post, 1 of them was about a rainbow and i would really like to share it here, so here goes..... This year started of great, i didnt have any problems with family or friends it was just perfect until a day where all lovers bloom Valentine's day.... i came across this pretty lil rainbow... and fell so much in love with it, i was captured by its beauty that i decided to made it mine and as days slowly passes by my feelings for it grew stronger.

One day it said something to me that i'll never forget it said i'll never leave you. I never thought i could be blinded by these few never lasting words.... i was played a fool thinking that my rainbow actually cared about what we had, what we shared. My heart had finally mend and without stopping to think i threw it out back into the world hoping that i'll find a way back into love and when i found my rainbow, i gave it my heart hoping it would treasure it but in the end nothing last forever and so it ripped it apart.... I don't really feel as much pain as i did the last time, i guess i'm used to the pain already. I'm sick and tired of all these let downs, this is why i'm saving all my loving for someone whos loving me.... i pray that you'll find comfort if you ever read this.

For you,
My rainbow.

Siew yee`s place!

2008-04-23T18:00:00.002+08:00

Last week, Sara and myself decided not to go for Hari kecemelangan cause we thought it would be a waste of time sitting in the hall watching a butch of people we don't know collecting awards... anyway Sara and i went to siew yee`s house instead to do some accounts and add maths.... we were finding it hard to figure out which one to do first add maths.... or accounts. So after 5 minutes of staring at the books we decided to do add maths.... we took out our add maths book and were started looking for questions to do eventually we found some and tried to do half way doing Sara suddenly threw down her pen and said I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO!! it was darn funny cause less then 10 minutes we decided to switch to accounts.... that's when we started to really get down with our studies...... They started giving me questions to do and appearently Siew yee couldn't get some of the basic information through this thick skull of mine so Sara took over and usually she's not the best person you should call patient but surprizingly she explained to me so clearly and in a very calm way.... for the first time she didn't do anything physical to me xD phew.... so after all of that we decided to order Mc'd for lunch and I didn't know that through a phone call to Mc'd i could be married into Siew yee's family it was weird they called me Mr. Lim O.o holy shit...

Anyway as we were waiting for out food Siew yee the great decided to show of some piano skills by playing Unfaithful by Rihanna it was alright at first... like they always nothing stays the way it is, all the unwanted notes from the song started coming in... it was fun laughing at her make all the mistakes i even caught her with my camera xD... so the dude with our food came and i was too terrified to walk out cause if you've been to Siew yee's house you'll probably notice 2 freaking big drooling dogs and they would looked like they would just bite your testicles right out if your a guy of coarse xD Not too long after that Chee guan decided to come over to steal our precious nuggets and fries, you piece of crap! so after he left we just sat around gossiping about people stuff like that and Siew yee pratically made me her slave by massaging her Grrrr but hey if she didn't i wouldn't have found out that she had back hair......xD we took tons and tons pictures of it. It was fun that day at Siew yee's place

Sunday afternoon

2008-04-20T20:23:00.003+08:00

Today was quite progressive i manage to do my history studies for 30 minutes without, i repeat WITHOUT falling asleep. Gosh! i made history, my face should be print into every single history book on earth and you guys will be studying ME! ain't that facinating.... come on xD. While i was studying my heads of i found out that both of my basketball buddies decided to go hand in their entries for the AND1 streetball competition without me... I could have skipped my history studies man.. those bastards haihz.... but they`re like my brothers but of coarse from other mothers.

As for the rest of my day i`ve been playing basketball kicking Bukit Bintang Boys basketball school team with just one leg, damn that felt good...... it was 5 Bukit Bintang boys against 3 SMK TAMAN SEA man that was a great trashing. Halfway playing ball the weather changed and everyone at the court flee into their cars..... i found something really odd just now 2 guys came to the court 5 minutes before it pour and they didnt even step on to the court, they just stood at their car and stared at us play then as they decided to walk over to the court it started to pour my friend and i were like laughing while getting our stuff to head back...... well thats all for now....."hope" to never see you people again.

Farewell and gooded night.

Grand opening

2008-04-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Greetings earthlings, for those who doesn't know me I'm Tan Khin Xian and as for those who do know who i am, you should know by now that i couldn't possibly start this blog by myself....so i would really like to thank Melanie for all of this right here, without her non of this would have been accomplish... Well atleast i know now that i can strike of being a programmer xD. Anyway, people who are reading this messed up post right now please help me out i'm new at this as you all can see, feels like during examination the teacher would walk around and suddenly stop right infront of your desk, checking your anwser as you write. That's the kind of feeling i'm feeling xD.... So that's all right now, i'll see you earthlings real soon..

woooosaaaa!

"Somebody told me that this is the place where everything's better and everything's safe.

I love Math

Because its zero gravity with you

VISIT ME!!!!

Brother from another mother

Can't hardly wait

Too close for comfort

Much Delayed

Lingering thoughts

What are my chances with you....

Foolish Broken Heart!

Why don't we make it Three!!! Bitch!

Sonnet 141

She could have been, would have been but shouldn't be you

Broken Strings

Eh you! ANG PAO mari-mari

Wondering if you're soundly asleep yet

Stay with me, Stay alive

18 / Party

Pre-Birthday Detonation

OH LALA O,O

A Perfect Christmas

08.12.2008

My Christmas List, I Think?

Lucky: Preparation meets opportunity

My heart, my feet

Yesterday Is Gone...

My brother..........the mole

Will these follow through?

Moment of Truth

A Stranger No....!?It`s Just Hannah...

Such a fool, to be used as a tool

Lovely song

Just have a little faith

The wheels on the bus

Momma thinks I'm in love

D3 FORM?

Your love is an exponent of me breathing

SH!T !!! We stepped on Sh%t (I'm yours for the taking)

What a joke......

*pokes*

Everything in transit.

Ok I lied

From: An Unkindness of Ravens

Coming out brand new

Feeling Out Loud

I Will Always Love You

Delayed arrival

Were dreams meant to be just dreams?

Old news and New news?

KL, Kl, kL, kl

Sports dayness!

Destructive Night

Blast From The Past

Awakening of a dead page

Next Big Hit!!

Once Upon A Time

18 SX: Parental discretion is advised

Examination is O.V.E.R!

Inspiration = Poem Yay!

TAGGINESS!!!!

Fogiveness Is What I Ask Of You:

Love taught me to lie

Siew yee`s place!

Sunday afternoon

Grand opening

pokes